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torsosmy symbiote vents
invective shapes that
don't count
implant that silver
spoon of yours of
shining stars these
impressions not indelible
though damn near

I'll control the flow
in and out and
into you, screwy
doctor flurry
of inactivity
a talisman
against sight I could
press this button and
reactivate it I
could yell
so loud
it smashes us to pieces

and round and round
and round I'd go,
going
and glowing

MotherLook to your children
See the job you've done
One of them is trembling
The other one has gone

Storm Lightning
Fast
Bright
Crying
Screaming

Thunder
Sl ow
Thoughtful
Boom ing
Yelling

Together they make the rain,
That brings life to the land.

Together they bring the sto

For DadWe walk together,
I keep your hand,
So strong, and soft, and warm.
It's so nice feeling
It pours my heart with happiness and love,
And I feel so safe, and secure, and confident.
I want to hold it,
And never let out.

Please protect me,
Hold me tight,
Hug and hide,
From cruel world,
From cold wind,
From these impudent eyes.
I'm your little girl.

And even though I always lacked you,
And you'll never answer my questions,
I love you...

Sweet meetingIn this summer night I look up and see
Stars twinkle in the night sky
I really wish sometimes I could fly
To visit everyone that's dear to me
Especially I would meet this one person
That doesn't live too far away
And as this certain song starts to play
I really hope things didn't worsen
The next morning I decided to go
To the person that I would love to see
I hope that this certain someone still likes me
But that's what I wanted to know
The person that I wanted to meet
This certain someone waited for me
And I was also very happy to see
That this person still had a smile so sweet
Now tears of happiness are streaming down
Happiness is overflowing me
But the all of a sudden I see
That this person started to frown
"But why are you here?" This person asks in a whisper
And I smiled so bright hugged at her tight
"You see, I made a promise last night
That I wanted to visit you my dear sister"

oh spaceoh space I spot in you
suns
slow explosions

build bomb-shelter
underground where it's at

I had coin
that was mine
I had plants
they withered

my mother skull
I look
inside

I wipe my tears
there's no such thing

it sounds it is
as if
the gods were
mad at us
it's set
it's

small animals
in laboratories

it's spelled wrong

I could not find
where else
or the spine

Pool Of WonderWhy is it that I still come to her aid?
Why is it that I still do things for her and she doesn't recognize it?
Why do I still try to show her things that I know but she sees it as nonsense?
Why do I put up with her?

I lend her something of mine and she insults it by calling it "Ugly". Something that is artistic.
She thinks that what she says is true but she can't prove it just by what she sees.
I tell her my side of the story, yet it is like talking to a wall.

She doesn't listen to me nor understand me. I speak clearly and explain, but she still glares at me.
I don't know what else to do but to keep trying to make her understand. There is

CollegeIt’s awesome how a year has changed me.
One moment I decided to change,
And I went and did it.

I now have Determination.

It’s amazing how that little change helped me.
Lots of people think I’m fun,
And it made me see the good in myself.

I now have Confidence

But it’s sad when I go back to the old places.
No one knows how I’ve changed,
And they refuse to see me any different.

I now have to prove them wrong.

Advice from the sun not forthcomingGo out, child,
and let them in your hair.

Now I'm not quite -
godlike,
wanted as badly as a child
who should have burnt
their fingers in pastured sin -
homesick,
bred in the curve of flesh
for a place that's never been
a certain disappearing word
but now -

Don't deny acts to
the day, unmare,
walked along a run,
beached like an yolk,
on an iron cast spoon,

thrown up in salt air.

Dear motherI will leave you now.
Don't cry, cause the sun will be clouded if it finds out.

I will find my way so,
Don't guide me cause the ravens won't let you do that.

I will be safe
So don't worry about me, cause you and sis will inspire me to continue
But..

If you cry

If you guide me

If this is still worrying you.

I will be there so you can cry on my shoulder
I will let you guide me
I will call you every time I cry

Because I love you.

Melt Me DownA quiet sigh echos
because I am not what you wanted.
I never was.
I am not what you expected,
and you do not like surprises.
So you heave a sigh and
you pretend you aren't impatient,
resentful,
that you do not wish
that I had been someone else.
That you had been able to chose who I would be
before I could ruin myself
the way that I have.
You pretend that you do not wish
that you could reshape me,
melt me down and reforge me,
tear me down and rebuild me
in your own design
regardless of how I would feel about it.
You do not understand,
you do not want to.
You try,
you try and try and try,
but I am not what you wanted.
I never was.
You pretend that it is not true
that I no longer make you proud.
And it isn't-
I never did,
so i cannot stop.
And you wish it wasn't so,
you wish you could change me,
but you can't,
and even as you try,
disregarding all possibility,
I am fighting you every step of the way.
You are trying to melt me down and reforge me,
trying to tear me down and rebuild me,
and

On the ContraryShould I be sorry for hurting you?
I knew it was the wrong thing to do
I'm the one you fall onto
Not the one who pushes you to the edge
After all
I'm your perfect one
I didn't lie on the floor
Of the apartment hall
Taking the seed of an illegitimate child
I didn't swallow the cancer at age fourteen
I didn't crush up the fine white crystals
And send myself into oblivion
I wasn't the one who
Took a hand to your throat
Fists to your ribs
Knife to your heart
I just lived a thousand miles away
Under the roof of the scum that dared
To look down upon you
To see you for who you really were all along
With all the vile rottenness
You desperately tried

things on fireblurred out who
saw smashing
blonde of
irritation melding
with the space surrounding
I
deserve it

if I could I would
stop
stop
stopping
to see something
happen
a voyeur a luminant
tangle of wires
computations
that come through so garbled
as to be unintelligible still

it'll do / I'll do
/ things on fire
I'll try to spell my name
and figure out
my age

I'm unsure

how much I've held
or hold
or how to loosen
my grip

LearningMy son troubles his teachers
Because he thinks too quickly
In lightning strokes of understanding
Leaping ahead
Impatient
Ideas are symbols, ever changing
Concepts dance, recombine
Body and mind
Moving, moving
No time to write
Catching words
Pinning them painfully to the page
In cursive strokes?
No.
He would rather run
Fight
Laugh
Leap
Thoughts move too fast to capture
On a static page

My daughter troubles her teachers
Because she leaves the classroom
Her body stays quietly
But she has gone to the moon
Or across the street
Or into the body of a bird in flight
Words trouble her
They shift and tumble
Senseless, disorderly
Pictures, movies, soun

Painend The creepypasta

I must tell you, frankly, buy the new Pokemon Black game online, has been the worst decision of my life. You will soon understand why.

A couple of months ago, I made this mistake: I got my Pokémon Black game, buying it online ... Here it all started.

One morning after breakfast, the postman knocked on my door. I knew exactly what was coming, they had been waiting for his arrival for about three weeks. Infinite patience I had to get the precious (precious, I thought so at first) game, was rewarded at last. I opened the door, I signed papers and got my package. Since that time felt, at the same time the joy of having it, an ominous fee

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there i was,
a girl with dreams.
dying alittle more,
each day it seems.

i stumbled upon,
a wonderful place.
i finally wasn't afraid,
to show my face.

scared and uncertain,
i let them go.
you loved my poetry,
and allowed me to grow.

you helped me through,
good times and bad.
you put a smile on my face,
when i was sad.

so here i am,
to thank you all.
for with out you,
i surely would fall.

you gave me wings,
and taught me to soar.
you picked me up,
when i fell to the floor.

so once again,
i thankyou so much.
for this great gift,
for ur one great touch.

i love you all, i love your work,

lisa

ButterflyKisses and AngelWings

Butterfly kisses on angel wings,
precious and pure.
Gods light shown,
His word known.

A drop of velvet blook,
rupturing its beauty.
Expelling the life within,
a world full of sin.

A prick, a thorn,
the devils horn.
Hell has cast itself,
from off its shelf.

Chaos, destruction,
life preservation.
Heart and soul,
a bloody bowl.

Butterfly kisses and angel wings,
a drop of velvet blood,
a prick a thorn,
chaos, destruction...

for TI have cried,
all the tears I can.
I still feel empty,
without you by my side.

I long to hear your voice,
to see you face to face.
longing for that day,
that time, that place.

I wish to hear you laugh,
I wish to hear you cry.
I wish to make you my everything,
my future, and my past.

You were with me,
on those sleepless nights.
a friend, a best friend...
my friend....

i just doi don't know why i Cry
i don't know why i long to die
i just do
i won't
it really ia nice touch.. says:
i just do

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One Night, One Time.

by ~lostsoul1989, Jul 25, 2005, 8:12:56 AM
Literature / Poetry / Family Life / Free Verse

One night, one time,
No strings attached.
One night, all alone,
Not thinking of what will happen next.
One night.

Oh, how one quickly one night can be forever.

All alone, raising a child,
A beautiful girl.
Wondering.
Wondering why she has no father.
All alone.

One night, one time
No strings attached.
One night, all alone,
Thinking of what will happen next.
Slowly she leaves the room,
Not making the same mistake.
One night…

One Night, One Time.by ~lostsoul1989

Literature / Poetry / Family Life / Free Verse

©2005-2013 ~lostsoul1989

i don't know why i wrote this. it is one my sister and i started awhile ago. it was supposed to be about abortion but i decided to go a different direction. hope y'all like!

!Gaelwyn Sep 27, 2005 Student

Wonderful message in this... Regret.... and hope..

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~lostsoul1989 Sep 30, 2005 Writer

thankyou.. and i couldn't have said it better myself..

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!Gaelwyn Sep 30, 2005 Student

Your poetry is so wonderful!

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~lostsoul1989 Sep 30, 2005 Writer

awwwwwwwwwwwwe! thankyou so much!! it means so much to meh

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!Gaelwyn Sep 30, 2005 Student

Mweh. You are teh r0xx0rZ.

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~lostsoul1989 Oct 3, 2005 Writer

lmao.. we both rock! will that work? lol

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!Gaelwyn Oct 3, 2005 Student

Sure!

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~lostsoul1989 Oct 4, 2005 Writer

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~Hitotsuboshi Aug 15, 2005

It does make you think. I often wish people thought more in the first place.

Still, it's not right to judge. The one thing that every single person in the world has in common in personality is that we all make mistakes!

Everybody makes different ones, but that's because everybody needs to learn different things....

So does the child you're talking about have a father who sticks around? Is that what you mean? I hope so....

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~lostsoul1989 Aug 15, 2005 Writer

so do i.. so do i.. but ur right it isn't fair to judge.

sadly she is divorced with the childs father but cameron (the kid) is so sweet. actually she is dating my cousin.. i am hoping to see them get married bc cameron loves my cousin so much, they make the perfect family. so it was a happy ending with her

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