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I wondered for a long time what I would actually do for my 3,000th page view. And as I wondered I reflected on the great place deviantART really is. I was going to post something I had written a long time ago; a time when depression had wound its way into every aspect of my life and as I re-read what I had once written, I realized I had changed. But how, how had I changed? What caused this sudden change? And part of me thought maybe it was because of Tony but then I realized no, I had changed before him. But how can I have changed when nothing drastic had happened. I didn’t just wake up one morning and realized I had changed. And as I pondered this question I realized my answer, and that answer is you. All of you on here, everybody that takes their time out of their lives to read my journals, my deviations, and my comments; and when I have a bad day you guys are the first to give me the bits of happiness and joyous comments to make me better. Since I have been apart of the great community of deviantART I have grown so much and learned so much. I learned how to trust. My relationships with all of you are based on that trust. And in the beginning, I did not trust much. But now, you all have made that so much easier. I learned that things are never as bad as they seem and when they are, I know where I can turn. I know I can come to any of you because you have taught me that I am loved! And my love for all of you is equally returned! So as I write this I think of the many times I have sent notes to some of you asking for help or just advise. As I remember these times I also remember the responses. Not one time did one go un-replied. And finally, on of the last major things I learned on here was that everybody, no matter who you are or how you fit in, is different. But not only that people are different (I did know that), but that it was ok to be different (didn’t understand that). I was confused and thought I had to hide the person I was because of my differences. I learned that I could be like a butterfly. I could show off my flaws as being part of me because they made me, me. So I want to thank you. I want to give you that same advise you gave me, though maybe not in these same words, “Be a butterfly… Stand out!”

I love each and everyone of you on here, thanks so much!
THANKS GUYS! this is for ALL of YOU!!!
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:icondeadinside28713:
deadinside28713 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2006
congradualtions on the 3000 and the comments between u and carla made me laugh
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lostsoul1989 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2006   Writer
lol.. thankies.. hehe.. yesh.. me and carla have funny times.. and O.o... u didnt do the quiz either *sniffle* :P
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deadinside28713 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2006
ewww quizzes are evil...
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lostsoul1989 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2006   Writer
but.. but.. u know u wanna do it.. lmao :D :D :D
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deadinside28713 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2006
no i dont..lol.. ill do the next quiz u put up.. :P
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lostsoul1989 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2006   Writer
squee! ok.. tee hee.. i'll have to find a quiz.. lmao :D :D
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deadinside28713 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2006
oh man -shakes from fear of quiz-
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lostsoul1989 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2006   Writer
tee heez.. i'll find ze perfecto quizo for u-o..... again.. dont ask its been a weird day lol
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Hitotsuboshi Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2006
:happycry: Awww.... That made me tear up! :) I feel the same way a lot of the time. And I'm so glad you've been able to change for the better! You're such a wonderful friend and are such a blessing to know.

Thank YOU for everything, too! :nod: :) And I love that quote. I'm keeping it forever. :D

Love ya forever! :hug::hug::hug: :heart:
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attackpanther Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2006
Congrats and i love the pic! :hug:
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